Soul Circuit – Loathe lyrics

Have you ever had something that was absolute perfection?
Have you ever been so sorry for losing it, that you could die?
Have you ever reached a place that others only dream of?
Have you ever been guilty of causing it all to come falling down?

Well I have
And I am

And I don't think you could ever understand what I am
Inside now
No, you don't know how much I loathe myself for what happened

I have
And I am
I don't think you could ever understand