Anonymous – Is it panic or a heart attack lyrics

I'm constantly living the same day as yesterday
Cause as it comes and goes, I feel as miserable as I'll be the day after today

Maybe I just feel like trash
Cause I do nothing to change it
Cause I have a lot in my hands
But no head to use it

I think about a lot
The government and the cops
But I don't even get out of my house
Not just because I can't
But because I know that if I could it was just going be too frightening

Cause I know that I will die
Cause I know what is wrong
Cause I know that I know nothing
Cause I know that I would do nothing to change it
Even if I could

Is it heart or panic ache
I want to go to a psychologist as much as I dont want to wake

I don't wanna think about anything
Because I think too much

That my grades aren't enough
That my dad dont give a shit about how much I think I'm a pessimist
That what happened when I was a kid made my life just like shit
But wait, I'm still just a fucking kid

I think that I can't get out of my bed
That I wanna live my life as long as I forget
that there are a lot of reasons to die

Cause I know that I will die
Cause I know what is wrong
Cause I know that I know nothing
Cause I know that I would do nothing to change it
Even if I could