Contraption 7 – Retrograde Lyrics

So close to taking back control of my life, now rotting me away
But its ok, just one more day of being, less then something
Chase better days, the memories remain but feelings gone

All I can see in sight, nothing but black skies,
When I close my eyes everythings alright

Look away (don't see me), craw through life,
Still pleading peace of mine, taking time to breathe
Gain composure still stomach knots, taste the bile and shake
Im dead inside

Slowly crumble

All burns have turned into blisters
The tears have rusted in my eyes-goodbye

No foreword progress Im fading fast
Ive come too far to start off again-goodbye

The pain just grows and grows with time

All I feel now cold thoughts unwind
But someday Ill be alright