It's not a matter of what when where or how it's why
After extinguishing the long burning fire redemption is all I desire
So there's no need to question my habits drinking till my insides are rotten and vile
Getting high till I can no longer open my eyes
Transfixed on the horizons expansion that carries on for miles
At the final hour darkness arrived
Ignoring all warning signs I was sure I had loves formula refined
Plagued by thoughts of suicide I struggle to fight for an end that's at least dignified
Crimes against the heart I was forced to commit victim of a failing system design
Bonding together it's no wonder so many life's are severed loneliness and misery combined
The Devils always got a solid alibi
It's necessary being miseries mastermind
Fate is impossible to defy just as each day the sun is set to rest and rise
Remember nothing lasts forever just as scorching embers are carried in wind from pits of wildfires
I have no need for a messiah cursing all religious priors
Refusing to praise something higher
You really think the robes Jesus wore were designer
Trapped in this bottomless abyss that just keeps getting wider
Imprisoned within underworld chamber dividers
Punishment for failing to for-fill all your desires
I find myself incarcerated by electrified barbed wires
Here the heartless scream and cry deprived of a willingness to survive
Trapped in a place where good and evil collide
Creating temporal rifts through out space and time
Leaving it all behind from the very bottom
I begun to climb
Unwillingly forced to comply with initial requirements removing all sources of colour and vibrance
Misery thrives in shadows confinement
In the night sky I can see the dark moon rising
Just the sight of her smile shone brighter than any blood diamond
When you left my death warrant you were signing
Blindfolded the last sounds I heard were chambers sliding and rifles firing
In the midst of this injustice transpiring I dedicate this writing to those who died trying
Admiring the courage and strength of those caught up in the crossfire
Through my bloodshot eyes tears I cried watching all love and light expire
Another victim of dark side empires on the rise
Determined to conquer and divide until internal integrity was compromised
The pain was multiplied as I struggled to rectify loves demise
Nothing can be revived and believe me I tried
I apologise for all the lies and all those times I failed to provide
Now that winters fast approaching I'm not sure whether I'm going to survive
Roaming vacant wastelands alone for miles is this motherless child
Ignorant pilgrims fill church isles never receiving a reply
Desperately I tried to fight but misery has reached unprecedented heights
Expanding in size shadows of darkness consume the righteous and purified
Upon my underworld decline I arrived with a final glimpse at sunshine
The following rhyme styles best describes why it's wise to prepare for the end times
Take a moment to carefully analyse line after line each 1 was blood inscribed
Fate is designed to guide but when it comes time there's no place you can hide
Too many nights wasted wide eyed trapped and alone within the confines of my subconscious mind
I was forgotten and abandoned like decades of missing persons files
Happiness denied so it's the dead I grew to despise
Something only the heartless could begin to rationalise...