I will be alone
Left alone with my qualms
Constantly refreshing my phone
Held so tightly in my palms
I am stricken grief
I thought that I was wanted
But then it became brief
And now I am haunted
Where am I to go?
Any progress seems so hard
Now I am feeling low
Writing poems like a bard
My emotions feel like a road block
And conversations become a dead end
My anxiety is now a lock
Will I ever be on the mend?
Time passes everyday
These feelings are only today
Tomorrow will have a way
Though these feelings of stone
Make me scream and moan
Forever thinking I am alone
Tomorrow I will roam
Far away from this place
Separated far from my home
Far away from this empty space
I will work away
Go drown myself in responsibility
"Just ignore it" I will say
Then there's my inability
My thoughts are now a cloud and clutter
My Anxiety begins to scream
"Everything's fine" I will mutter
Yet I continue to day dream
Time passes everyday
These feelings are only today
Tomorrow will have a way
Though these feelings of stone
Make me scream and moan
Forever thinking I am alone
I will finish my job
I will crash on my couch
Mentally wanting to sob
As I sit and slouch
My head feels dazed
Not on correct or straight
I am feeling mazed
Chores and duty have become late
I'll write all of this down
Let it escape my brain
This loneliness' renown
I will let it empty and drain
Time passes everyday
These feelings are only today
Tomorrow will have a way
Though these feelings of stone
Make me scream and moan
Forever thinking I will be alone
Though these thoughts are false
I will move on from here
As my body continues to pulse
One thing will be clear
Ten years from now
Will any of this matter?
The past is not my prow
But I will have concern for the latter
My mending will come
I will grow beyond
These feelings are only some
And yet there is more than this pond
Time passes everyday
These feelings are only today
Tomorrow will have a way
Though these feelings of stone
Make me scream and moan
Forever thinking I will be alone