Numb Me

Can't you numb me?
Through and throughout all my body?
My hearts so hungry.
For the feeling of a hug that won't come.
Despair is eating, the life That I once knew.

Can't you numb me?
Can't you..?

My heart is beating,
Pulsing hatred from another.
Since our last meeting.
You've seemed to have been less of a, brother.
Now I'm seeing,
That you don't really care about, me.

why?! Did god make memories so hard to, say bye?
Cause whenever I think of you I think of, lies.
Will you ever still be my, alibi?
Cause whenever I think of you I start to.. Cry.

I'm waiting.. Waiting for the years, to pass.
Cause I'm hating, every bit myself at last.
I'm stating, that you seem to have, moved on.
So lately, hours are like running marathons...


why?! Did god make memories so hard to, say bye?
Cause whenever I think of you I think of, lies.
Will you ever still be my, alibi?
Cause whenever I think of you I start to.. Cry.


Jack of, all trades.
A sack of, broken ace of spades.
All alone, on family holidays.
Id walk to see you... But when I start it's like a maze.

Clear my mind, numb me till I can't feel you.
Clear my sorrow, make me feel so brand new.
Kill the memories, maybe I'll keep a few.
Cause when I cry... I'd suddenly think of you..

why?! Did god make memories so hard to, say bye?
Cause whenever I think of you I think of, lies.
Will you ever still be my, alibi?
Cause whenever I think of you I start to.. Cry.


I.. Never asked to be so, alive.
You are the only think that makes me... Survive.
But whenever you appear, when you. Arive..
I think your the only oneeeeeeee, who can revive...
Meeeeeeeeee.


why?! Did god make memories so hard to, say bye?
Cause whenever I think of you I think of, lies.
Will you ever still be my, alibi?
Cause whenever I think of you I start to.. Cry

[Can't you numb me? can't you numb me?! Why can't you numb me!?!]
I start to cry..
[numb me..]
I can't stop, crying... Can't you numb me? Please stop lying... Can't you numb me?


[why can't you numb me? Numb me? Numb me...]


[ends]





Numb me, Izrael.. I love you.

NUMB ME^^!!!!!!!! Lmao

I love this!

Originally Posted by Inskeepruler

I love this!

Thank yew inskeep xD

Why did he make memories so hard to say, bye?

You are improving very much so, Shadow. You were still wonderful in your form but now it just seems as if it is maturing to me. Perhaps it is just because I like this one so much? Lol! Either way, beautiful work~ I love the purpose of this most of all.

-Nanashi-

Wow thanks Nanashi
It's such an honed to have such a good lyricist like you to read my work

very good shadow it made m cry cause i can picture whats being said i like it very much.

Totally adore it!

This is so mature Shadow!!! You made me - an old git - cry like a baby! I can totally find myself in your lyrics - it's amazing!

And you, honey, you are just losing your "Baby of the ATL" status - it's a song by a woman, not a baby girl.

And the title - Numb me -->> GREAT!!!
Keep posting, please! I want MORE!!!

Originally Posted by MR.Alexander

very good shadow it made m cry cause i can picture whats being said i like it very much.

Awwwwweh!!! MR Alex!! Thanks so much

Originally Posted by Paul Orhan

Totally adore it!

This is so mature Shadow!!! You made me - an old git - cry like a baby! I can totally find myself in your lyrics - it's amazing!

And you, honey, you are just losing your "Baby of the ATL" status - it's a song by a woman, not a baby girl.

And the title - Numb me -->> GREAT!!!
Keep posting, please! I want MORE!!!

I made you cry too? Good lord ;O !!! Tee hee hee

I really appreciate it Paul! Baby Of ATL status? thank you so much for the complement! But I wanna be the baby forever!!! lol no I know what you meant. Hehe,

Thank you again Paul it's like an honor

you should look at my new songs i put on and leave comment plz

Mmkay hunny xD

LeeShowSharpAdo,

I don't do compliments as far as art is concerned 'cos that would be lying to both of us - you the author and me the audience. I only say what I feel...

Honestly, I can't say that I feel great after reading your lyrics but at the same time they have this katharsis effect on me 'cos they speak about things I also experienced along the way and that are still with me no matter how much time has elapsed or how hard I tried to forget...

That time heals our wounds is a major bu.llsh.it to me 'cos it only takes a sec sometimes to open the wound again... And yes - you made me cry with your words and as you see I'm not ashamed to repeat this statement

Warmest regards, Miss Smarty! Keep on doing the good job, baby!

PS.
Have you ever heard anything by Julia Fordham (a Brit Artist residing in US)?
I'm asking 'cos your way of expressing yourself has the same emotional quality and temeprature as her own lyrics. And that means like HUGE PRAISE on my part 'cos she's my total idol! Since 23 years!

My hearts so hungry.
For the feeling of a hug that won't come.

Amazing. Especially this part.I totally get this song.

Originally Posted by ShadowLeeSharp

NUMB ME^^!!!!!!!! Lmao

Nope, won't do it. how about a BIG-FAT-BIG-BRO-HUG instead??
FINE work Lil Miss Shadow and I am soooo proud of my lil sisterrrrr for the twenty-thousandth time, lol

(con't) and yeah what Paul and Alex and Innskeep and Nanashi and Angel and everybody said all of your writing is just soooo interesting, but this is defo something to mark on a calendar. I just love everything you write

Originally Posted by Paul Orhan

LeeShowSharpAdo,

I don't do compliments as far as art is concerned 'cos that would be lying to both of us - you the author and me the audience. I only say what I feel...

Honestly, I can't say that I feel great after reading your lyrics but at the same time they have this katharsis effect on me 'cos they speak about things I also experienced along the way and that are still with me no matter how much time has elapsed or how hard I tried to forget...

That time heals our wounds is a major bu.llsh.it to me 'cos it only takes a sec sometimes to open the wound again... And yes - you made me cry with your words and as you see I'm not ashamed to repeat this statement

Warmest regards, Miss Smarty! Keep on doing the good job, baby!

PS.
Have you ever heard anything by Julia Fordham (a Brit Artist residing in US)?
I'm asking 'cos your way of expressing yourself has the same emotional quality and temeprature as her own lyrics. And that means like HUGE PRAISE on my part 'cos she's my total idol! Since 23 years!

FIRST of all I am so friggin sorry for the late reply



I am glad you can relate yourself to my lyrics Paul not to mention that you feel great after reading it!

Btw I will alway keep doing my job hehehe! I will never give up cuz I was born to do this ;D

Julia Fordham? Hmmmm can't say I've heard of her. But now that I have the name I'll search her up!! ;D
My goodness 23 years? She MUST and I say MUST be BRILLIANTLY MARVELOUS ! I'll look her up right away !!

Thank you so much!!

Originally Posted by MoonRide42

Nope, won't do it. how about a BIG-FAT-BIG-BRO-HUG instead??
FINE work Lil Miss Shadow and I am soooo proud of my lil sisterrrrr for the twenty-thousandth time, lol

*hugs! * YESH!

Yay yay yay *jumps up an down continuously clapping like a little girl* I'm so glad you like it brother!! Thankies!!

hehe that's so cute and u'r welcome, but really it's just the truth. So there hehe