Blue Sky Goodbye – Further Away lyrics

wondering why i'm so hurt and happy
thinking that i need to get away
maybe it's me
standing alone
keeping myself from being gone

every word that i say
gets me one step closer
to further away

some days i feel like i'm falling down
triumph when i hit the ground
date says i'm young
heart says i'm old
mind says i've got so far to go

i'll say goodbye forever
to these days of mine
have it all together
i guess i'm tired of trying

maybe someday i'll recover from growing up