Boys Night Out – Disintegrating lyrics

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this halfway house is home to a madman
his ghost, his perfect song is here
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that day has long since been abolished
but if all this could bring my love back to me
I'd do away with the drugs and the drinking
the body count could cease ()
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I know that () separated
and this is all my fault
() with a twisted neck
and my song remains an ending
closure come, I cant control
the beast that's born to swallow us all
and yes my heart may beat again
but we all need no()
so forgive me love i'm choosing ()
to the abusing

last night I leaped through the ceiling
there's just something appealing about leaving my
body behind and coming through as you
circled overhead and I said all the things
that had been missing from the funeral that i'd been forbidden
from taking any part in and you forgave me for everything
while the victims of the song sounded their applause

doctor has to go

it was the last thing that you said,
as I found my body back in bed
but then I guess its always been his job to fix this

() with a twisted neck
and my song remains an ending
closure come, I cant control
the beast that's born to swallow us all
and yes my heart may beat again
but we all need no ()
so forgive me love i'm choosing ()
to the abusing