Conspiracy – Pushing Ten lyrics

i cut my throat by drinking water i thurst for,
i slit my wrist with the wind.
and it seems as if you've done me in.
my cold blue skin equals nothing.
the look in your eyes, who's lonelier tonight?
who's lonelier tonight?
sometimes i can't walk away like i thought i would.
it's not what i've done, it's now what i did.
it's for you.
silence struck when i walked right through that door.
wasted thought thrown back and twice ignored.
i'm faking seizures on the floor.
refusing to be ignored.
my existence is to fuck shit up, and to tear down the science.
what do you think wakes me up in the morning?
i don't drink for fun, i do it for the drunk.
this time i guess i did it for the luck.
if i could live life forever, i don't think i'd ever try.
because nothing would be accomplished.
no destiny for me and you.
i did it all to myself.
i did it all for you.