It isn't being a girl like me
One who's still a boy on the outside see
It's hard enough to fit into my girlfriend's clothes
But when I get my own only heaven knows
Said it isn't easy being a girl like this
Society would laugh when I take a piss
Yeah I laugh too cuz it's pretty lame
Yeah I laugh hard cuz I'm not ashamed
And even when I cry myself to sleep each night
Weary of the pain of my selfish plight
I can see the end of all my pain in sight
With the virgin hope of the pure dawn light
I want this
Pure white trash and this inhuman race
Wouldn't understand and that is no disgrace
Cause sometimes I struggle to find the reasons too
But I know this is something I just have to do
And nothing makes me smile like a brand new dress
It kind of makes me sick when my hair is a mess
I wish I had half of your poise and grace
As I look into the mirror at this ugly face
But I don't want to lose you when I get this way
It really is important that you want me to stay
I don't want to lose you will you take my hand
It really is important that you understand
I want this change
But how do you know for sure