Hell of a Ride – Holding Back The Years lyrics

Today I'm a king and just a princess you will stay
Because you will never be my queen
I love you so much today and tomorrow I don't know
My memories of you will never fade
I'm sad that I was not able to keep you near me
And now I'm lost in misery
I couldn't offer you the life that you deeply deserve
Despite the worries of our lives

You were my sun, my treasure my drug...

I'm holding back the years and I'm wasting all my tears
But the rock in me sustains, when I yell and curse your name under the rain

I transpire desire when I'm thinking 'bout you
You've shattered my life it’s a fact
The idea of not touching your body's killing me
I'll never see your eyes burning again
The essence of your perfume is shaking my body
But the sent today is fading away
The rythm of our hearts won't beat together anymore
Cuz you have cut the link between us

You were my soul, my new half my joy...

I'm holding back the years and I'm wasting all my tears
But the rock in me sustains, when I yell and curse your name under the rain

Tears, on the letter I'm writing
Turns the ink into a storm and deadly sea
The words that I'm writing are disturbing my mind
I can no longer think, I'm drifting away… AWAY

I'm drifting away in this cold and dark misery
Searching the soil with bare hands to find happyness
Eating the leftovers of our vanished history
Please come back to me

You were my sunshine, my revolution, my life, my fairy tale, my eternal rose
The gift of my life, the glimmer in the night but in the end it's a meaningless fight

I'm holding back the years and I'm wasting all my tears
But the rock in me sustains, when I yell and curse your name (x3), under the rain...