Mindstate – Failed lyrics

It feels like time is slipping away
Every day of my life has been nothing
I'm feeling trapped inside myself
An urge to destroy
This feeling I can't describe
Sits inside of me
I've lost my identity
Don't know who I am anymore

I'm a disease with no cure
A pill to swallow down
A rush for the head
But then it's over
I'm gone again
Until the next time
I'm gone again
Until the next time

A majestic figure
Torn to pieces
Drowned by alcohol
I shut him out
I close the door
Leaving myself behind

This isn't a pleasant thought
I'm feeling scared
I wake up everyday
Knowing he won't remember
Anything I said

Falling behind in everything
Losing my family
Trapped in nowhere
Where am I going now
Where has he gone
He lost his loved one
He lost his life
Is this happening to me
Only time will tell
Only time will tell