Oscar De La Hoya – Last Night Sucked lyrics

My words always lose their meaning 'cause I talk too much
Hers were always too profound 'cause silence was her crutch
"Don't worry" she said, "Life is too short and you're too serious"
I will always be half-hearted just because she's not what I can't have
If I told the whole truth now, it would ruin everything I ever said
One more half lie to justify, I'll twist the truth until I'm dead
Now we fell through the threshold last night
One day closer to dying and one more old man here to say: "Don't waste your life away!"
I looked back with such disdain at 20 years gone down the drain
Two decades of arrogance drowns out my newfound impetus
Every day I treaded life
She got swept up in my tide
How do I apologize for ruining our lives?