Team Dresch – Dont Try Suicide lyrics

I'm scared to leave the house
I'm scared to go to sleep
And when I do, I wake up feeling scared

My girlfriend cuddles me and holds me when I cry
I tell her that I'm scared, ask if she thinks I'll die
She tells me I'm OK
I don't believe her but it makes me feel better anyway

Can't get myself to eat, trick myself and watch TV
Even when it works, I end up puking scared

(chorus)